Life's No Nintendo Games

Well,how long that I didn't update my blog?
Maybe 2 months,3 months or half year?I have no idea with that.
This blog have been abandoned by me since I started to work.
Since I started to work.there's no more time for me to have entertain all the time
Even I have free time also,all I have to think and to do is all about my work.

It cant be denied that I worked there is quire tired
But I was really happy to work there,even though sometimes have been scolded
It was not scolded actually,just the way to correct our mistakes so that we can get more improvement on that aspect.
They treated me pretty good since I stepped into there and worked there.
They do really take a good care of me whenever I am sick or feeling tired.
When I am falling sick,they gave me a simple of comfortion.that's sufficient for me as I felt their concern about me.

The moment when I am going to leave,I really don't wish to leave
But the point is they gave a fund memories.I do appreciate it.whenever I think of it,there's a smile apppears on my face.
She was the one who treated me so good,she is the one who leading me since I worked there about two weeks or maybe three weeks I think.
At first,we was not really close.As the time flies,we get really closed to each other even make jokes during her teaching lesson.I felt so relax when I being with her sometimes.

But now,I leaved there about two weeks and more and started my college's life since last Monday.
Last Monday was the orientation day as well as Tuesday.so my class started on Wednesday.
Until today I have started my class for the 6th day.At first class,I not really know what the lecturer was talking about.As they were talking too fast somemore was in English.I couldn't catch up in a time.
And I try to listen and understand what lecturer talking about.

I really feel inferior to study in this private college and full of admiration to the students there.
Inferior because of I can't speak in English fluently.I can speak actually but I have no confidence to communicate with them.They used to speak in English even they are Chinese as well as they can speak Chinese very well.But they tend to use English to communicate with.

And the most crucial is I am now trying to memorize vocarbularies as many as I can that they gave me the "DAILY SPELLING".so that I can communicate with them in one day using English and can speak very well.I truly hope that I can do so in one day else.So,now I have to study very hard and trying my best to comprehend every lessons every chapter every single word that the lecturer said.I must get the loan of PTPTN so that I can continue my studies there.I have to chalk up results with flying colours.As what my previous tuition teacher said,"if you want to do it,just do your best.".I will always bear in mind what my previous teacher told me.

I WOULD RATHER BE A COMMA THAN A FULLSTOP.
which means there's no ending of learning or doing everything.BUCK UP.

I AM THE BEST!
-do always encourage yourself in these words.because once you believe in yourself,you will success.

离开-感恩

当初我加入的时候，知道我会有离开的一天
每次做事都很敷衍但我很谢谢您们 一直以来都在包容着我的过错
其实我当时也只是想找份兼职来做，因为毕业以后都只是呆在家

渐渐地，我们不只培养起深厚的感情
还一起共度时光，拥有着美好的回忆
我多么希望我没有离开

然而，我希望我的离开不会给您们带来很大的困扰
她们因我的离开显得的不在意，同时也让我很难过
或许我的离开对她们不算什么，但对我而言，我真的好不舍得

您们也教会了我不少事
不为工作而工作，然而现在即将要读书的我也会谨记不为读书而读书
不止教会了我技术上的东西，也教会我了做人的心态
譬如说不管做任何事都得抱着空杯心态

这一段日子您们的照顾，关怀真的给了我像家般那种温暖的感觉
真的让我很舍不得离开，虽然我不舍得，但您们的态度显然没有丝毫的难过，不舍
您有时的忽冷忽热真的让我很难过，我的心也在淌着泪

我也把我的第一次奉献给您
我从来没有这么对一个人，除了您，因为我也看得出您很在乎
而我也比谁都更加在乎在你心中的我是怎样的

当然我也知道你很不舍，但对于您的态度
有时候，我真的无话可说
某人说，您是为了保护自己为了不受到一点的伤害
这是人的个性

曾经有很多次，您都说我像个小孩子
对，在您面前我可以像是小孩子般
不过，那是适当的时候，因为我希望能够被呵护
那种被人呵护的感觉真的无法用文字形容

在我生病的时候，给我一句安慰
一双温暖的手摸摸我的脸，抚摸着我的额头
那对我而言已经算是最大的安慰了

我的心每一天都在惦挂着您们
虽然日子不长，但是人啊，是有感情的啊
真的只是短短几个月的时间，我们就能够培养出深厚的感情
真的不容易

茫茫人海中，我能够认识您们
真的是一种很大的缘分，也真的很难得，很不容易
然而我们却没有缘分一起在走下去

或许，我的离开能够为您们减少麻烦
减少一切的问题
但，这却是我人生中最大的遗憾

这份珍贵的回忆也将会深深的烙印在我心中
我永远不会忘记有您们这斑挚友
遗憾的也是无法拥有与您的一张合照 :(